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Journal Entry: Thu Aug 18, 2011, 7:19 AM

as some of you already know that my pc is currently temporarily out of order, so all started projects was unfortunately frozen >.> i think i have some bad karma cuz everytime i start to work on something - bad baaaad things happens, i can feel it XD such mess, guyz

anyway, i have xnalara here, so i still can do some arts (and i really hope that repair wont take too much time). as only it will be ok i'll back to work on AC mods (caterina sforza mod already is avaliable here) while i have inspiration for this stuff xD first of all i need to finish ac1 version of lucy stillman, you can see 'old' preview below. unfortunately ''final'' version left on my not working pc and it still need 9 fingers to be rigged and little lips fix.
in compasion with version below we have already:
- hair fixed (+textures not blurred like on preview)
- fully-rigged (expect those dAmn fingers)
- bumps added
- render groups changed for better looking

lucy stillman ac1 WIP by lips--like--morphine

after finishing her i have plans to start with borgia family, prisoner/outwear cat's mod and so be continued x)

  • Listening to: Disturbed - Remember
  • Reading: feedbacks =3
  • Watching: you
  • Eating: brainzzz
  • Drinking: brainzzz

recovery and 2 yrs mmbrsh!p:D

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 12, 2011, 8:01 AM
hello again)))

actually i rarely write journal entries at all, but this time i decide to share some news and thoughts with you.
1 and the main thing - i want to thank you guys for support and carrying in my disease! it is means a LOT for me, to know that i have such great friends here - it makes me want to come back here again and again even more :) You guys ROCKS!!!

  finally my hospitalization is over, medics gave me a huge manual with the precepts to keep my kidneys health, so i'll try not to get back there again xD and now i want to finish all i was planning a long ago (especially after suddenly urge to work that gets me on hospital bed). especially ac models that i've started to rig but.. yeah, you know (caterina sforza - acb, lucy stillman - ac1, ezio - acb version), requests and random idea arts i wanted to finish so bad x) (including ashford family, claire/leon special appearence ^^, some ac and dmc stuff and much more)
all this stuff will be out very soon, i can promise that with my clear conscience  =)

and another moment i wanted to share here. 11.08.09 i was lurking through this site and suddenly decided to create my own workspace for 'future pieces of art' :XD: i didn't know exactly what kind of content it would be the most predominant in my gallery, presumably, it would be digital drawings (most of which i haven't upload here until now XD), and for the first time i was just faving other artist's arts, getting inspiration and keeping dreaming.. xD well, two years passed by and i think that i'm improved my skills until that time, got useful experience and what important also met lot of talented and interesting people here :) so yeah, i'm proud to be here for this loong 2 years ^^
so lets the party started :iconepicringoplz: : D ^^

  • Listening to: 30H!3 - Love 2012
  • Reading: feedbacks =3
  • Watching: subscrb updates LOT OF THEM OMGGGGGGGG
  • Eating: pills
  • Drinking: gulpgulpgulp

just to know

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 31, 2011, 6:38 AM
hello everyone!
first of all i finally get rid of huge tag that stucked on my page for a month ^^ that're good news, and now go to the bad...
i want to apologize for all delayed requests and stuff. i didn't expected that my whole summer would be so terribly busy. after successfully passing exams, i got maybe a few days of vacation and after then i've became very ill. i've been healing for two weeks at home, making analysisis, injections, constantly getting all needed certificates with hope that it would be enough, but nevertheless i have to go to the hospital for some time (not so long i hope, but still), so i won't be online for a bit longer.
i really hope that i'll be back asap and will get normal holidays then (and finally finish all arts, mods and other thing i have to x)), but now i wish you well, be cool and miss me as i miss you guys xD

  • Listening to: Voicians - Transfer
  • Reading: drugs instruction
  • Watching: drugs
  • Playing: with drugs
  • Eating: drugs
  • Drinking: herbs

(i really need to write a normal entry some day)

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 15, 2011, 1:12 AM
:iconthepervyartist::iconjill---valentine::iconangelic-noir: tagged me. thanks ladies rofl <3

1→You must post these rules.
2→Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3→You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4→Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them.
5→No tag backs.(finally xD)
6→No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you read this". You ligitemently have to tag ten people.

1. the last week i had was quite depressed. shitty week.

2. i have a strange feeling that i will kill someone in the name of justice soem day for sure :D

3. i'm pretty stubborn

4. don't accept any religion

5. i could change my plans million times per a day

6. i can't wait for 29.06 to go for papa roach :la:

7. i love challenges and difficulties ^^

8. have a habit usually to not listen to anyone's opinion

9. i want some pizza xD

10. :dummy:

I tag...
actually i didn't want to tag anyone but i just remember that  i promised to tag Raz every single time,so... :XD:

  • Listening to: Fallulah - Give Us A Little Love

another tag xx

Journal Entry: Sun May 29, 2011, 2:11 PM
Tagged by :iconjill---valentine: of course xD

1.What does your Deviantart name mean and why?

has been borrowed from a song, i just love it and it brings some nice feelings to me ^^

2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?

...the most are resident evil, devil may cry, assassin's creed, prototype... ^_^ for now and then (i don't really remember what i was obsessed with in 2009 when i actually created the account)

3. How many watchers do you have now?


4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.

can i name at least... 33? .. ^_^ or go to my devwatch  and choose anyone yourself :)

5. Do you comment, fav, or both?

comment and fav, if i really like it :)

6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?


7. What is your most popular submission?

'safe room' for beautifulmidnight42 ^_^ lips--like--morphine.deviantar…

8. What are your favorite non-anime TV shows?

skins, south park XD,  friends :XD:, lie to me, mistfits, big bang theory, invasion

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?

...alex mercer :XD:

10. Summer or winter?

winter ^^ i hate heat and sweaty ppl and i really love snow *_*

11. Rain or Sun?

mixed : D

12. What are your favorite types of music?

rock, electronic, dubstep, some kinda random stuff  xD

13. PC or Mac?


14. Anime or Manga?

well... let's choose anime

15. Coke or Pepsi?

juice xD

16. Read or TV?


17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?

i haven't count it lol xD

18. Name a hidden talent.

i can do anything when i want it xDD

19. Flash or traditional cartoons?

any xD

20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?

para pam pa pa...?? xDD

21. What are your top 3 favorite books? (not manga)

If Only It Were True/Finding You, Rant: An Oral Biography of Buster Casey, Robert des noms propres

22. Wii or PlayStation?

i can't choose, i'm eternal PC user xDD

23. Name 4 of your favorite bands/singers.

three days grace, linkin park, papa roach, flyleaf, lacuna coil...only 4?><

24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typist?

umm hyperfast ^_^

25. Do you like Denny's?

idk even what it is xD

26. What is your favorite smiley?

D: and : D without space <- XDDD

27. What is your favorite type of pie?

apple pie : D

28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?

yes, sir! ^___^

29. Do you go on YouTube a lot?


30. Are you a member on any other sites besides DA?

a lot

31. Do you cosplay?

never done this

32. Fruits or sweets?

both x3

33. Plain, buttered or salted popcorn?

plain or salter

34. Have you skipped school?

rarely but yes.. xD

35. Have you been on a plane?


36. Have you swam in an ocean?

no D:

37. Have you been ice skating?

yep, and im loving it! ^_^

38. Favorite vacation spot?

near the fireplace with guitars ^_^

39. Ever been on TV?

flickered once or twice xD

40. Favorite salad and dressing?

oh my, how many questions about food are here? xD

41. What do you do to relax?

i just DO something.

42. What is the last film you saw in the theater?

i wasn't in theater for ages -_-

43. Favorite Sandwich?

jill sandwich of course xD

44. If you could go anywhere in the world...

i would visit so many places

45. Favorite time of the day?

early-early morning.. sunrise ^_^

46. What did you want to be when you were little?

to be a movie star xD

47. What do you want to be now?

i want to be better than i am now ^^)

48. If you could eat with one person, who would it be?

..with one person.. :D

49. What person would you hate to be stuck in a room with?

lol. i better won't tell this xD

50. When is your birthday?


51. Favorite type of ice cream?


52. Last book you read?

mark levi's 'seven days for an eternity'

53. Which store would you max out a credit card at?

rofl stop ask me such provoking questions xD

54. Do you buy / sell / both on eBay?


55. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?

hello. how are you|what are you doing :XD:

56. Favorite all time movie?

butterfly effect, brotherhood of wolf, requiem for a dream, girl.interrupted, sincity, interstate 60, match point

57. What were your favorite shows when you were a kid?

eek the cat ftw :XD:

58. What are you listening to right now?

Anberlin - Cadence

59. What is the last thing you ate?

vegetable salad i guess

60. If you were a crayon what color would you be?


61. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

eyes )

62. Favorite sport to play?

volleyball :w00t: xd

63. Favorite Day of the Year?

new year, anyone else? xD it's still has incredible atmosphere like in childhood xD

64. Hugs or Kisses?

hugs and kisses)

65. Vanilla or Chocolate?


66. Favorite Board Game?

mafia ^_^

67. Favorite smells?

O_O i forgot. phuck xD

68. What inspires you?

my life)

69. Do you have any piercings?

ears only xD

70. How many siblings do you have?

sis. and lots of cousins XD

71. Bacon Bits or croutons?

croutons maybe

72. Favorite Day of the Week?


73. Favorite phrase?

i'm not sure about it Xd

74. Favorite Restaurant?

banzai rofl :XD:

75. Favorite animal?

my lovely cats

76. Favorite thing to do outside.

anything ^_______^

77. Favorite thing to do when it's raining?

to sit inside when it's heavy rain

78. Favorite Disney character?

i don;t know again >< ...... alice in wonderland xD

79. Do you like coffee?

i love it

80. Tag 8 people (randomly in no order)
phhh... maybe tomorrow  xD
UPD: Yeesss, i'm awake and ready to punish XD
i am really sorry x))

  • Listening to: want to sleep *yawns*

tagged in my pants... ^_^

Journal Entry: Mon May 2, 2011, 12:53 AM
Tagged by :iconjill---valentine:, i love you too darlin XD

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle (Or Mp3 Player, or whatever you use)
2. When you get your song title, add "in my pants" after the song. YOU MUST WRITE IT NO MATTER HOW FUNNY IT SOUNDS
3. Do this 12 times.
4. Tag at least 5 friends who might enjoy doing the game

1. Shut Your Mouth in my pants
2. Guilty in my pants
3. With Eyes Wide Shut in my pants
4. Rocketship in my pants :XD:ohmygod
5. Soulmate in my pants
6. I Wish I Was James Bond in my pants
7. Hero in my pants
8. Life Is Beautiful in my pants
9. Action & Motives in my pants
10. I'm Alive in my pants
11. Love Love Love in my pants xDDDd
12. Falls Apart in my pants D:

:iconlacewingedsaby::iconangelic-noir::icondivinearion::iconlilith-winchester::iconmanic-k: <- you're next XD

  • Listening to: Thousand Foot Krutch - Falls Apart In My Pants D:
  • Reading: Comments in my pants D:
  • Watching: Into my pants D:
  • Playing: With my pants D:
  • Eating: My pants D:
  • Drinking: ...not drinking XD

tagged O_XooO

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 10, 2011, 10:58 PM
was tagged by :iconjill---valentine: and :iconx-cupcakecookie-x:  (mmm should i post another 9 facts or not?XD)

Tell 9 previously unpublished facts about your character.
Tag 8 other people
Put their names with avatars of their creators.
You can tag me back, until my characters are gone.

1. i'm listening to dubstep right now. honestly i'm listening to it soooo freakin often - it really drives me crazy :heart:__:heart:
2. i like to travel by myself & meet with strangers ^^
3. i am a hat maniac XD
4.  ^_^ when i'll got children i want to call them eleonora and mark XDXDXD
5. love mass gatherings Oo
6. in <3 with silence
7. i adore my both cats and last taken kitten so much T_T
8. i love unexpectedness
9. i wanna go to papa roach concert in june and have got a bad feeling that i'll get an exam or diploma on the same day X_X((

People I tagged
1. :icondivinearion:

2. :iconangelic-noir:

3. :icondecanandersen:

4. :iconmanic-k:

5. :icona-m-b-e-r-w-o-l-f:

6. :iconraccooncitizen:

7. :iconx-cupcakecookie-x: ^^

8. :iconjill---valentine: aaand you again :D <33

+ tagged again by :iconangelic-noir: and :iconlilith-winchester: :D

10. i love to create something constantly so much. i love to use imagination and dream up about thing and can spend the whole day for this nonsence xD

11. i'm addicted to writing *_*

12. i don't like to speak by the phone at all, but in the end i constantly run out of money in the account

13. i'm afraid of lightnings damn hard X_X

14. everytime i look through the galleries of some great artists i feel myself mediocrity

15. too hard-nosed and can not step over myself

16. i think that human body is the real masterpiece *_*

17. no RE facts still?XD ok.  i was addicted to silent hill for a long time before completely fell in love with res xD

18. i don't know what to add else :D i want to sleep, i just woke up xD

People I tagged again xD
1. :iconlilith-winchester:

2. :iconnb-3d-art:

3. :iconval8:

4. :iconindiana69:

5. :iconwarlama:

6. :iconjillbusiness:

7 :iconlacewingedsaby:

8. :iconjill-lover:

  • Listening to: Bat For Lashes - Daniel (Mt Eden Dubstep Remix)
  • Playing: with human's lifes mwahaha!! &gt;:D
  • Eating: air

some questionary x)

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 3, 2011, 5:12 AM
taken from :iconxxnemmiespardaxx:

001. Real name: - julia
002. Nickname(s) - chanie, linn, 'girl-from-past-year' XD ... lips like morphine, o rly?
003. Zodiac sign - sagittarius
004. Male or female - female
005. Elementary – elementary school XD
006. Middle School – middle school XD
007. High School – dnepropetrovsk national university ^^ xD physics department O_O
008. Hair color - dark brown
009. Long or short - to the shoulders i guess x/// Xd
010. Loud or Quiet - 5050
011. Sweats or Jeans - jeans
012. Phone or Camera – phone. and camera. camera xD
013. Health freak – Oo no
014. Drink or Smoke? – i'm not an alcoholic, just like to drink xX
015. Do you have a crush on someone? –
016. Eat or Drink – eat and  drink Oo.. xd
017. Piercings – ears. that's all xd
018. Tattoos – nope

019. Been in an airplane – no
020. Been in a relationship – oh yeah *_*
021. Been in a car accident – not really
022. Been in a fist fight – no fights. peace and love xD

023. First piercing – i was 9 xD my ears xD
024. First best friend – is current BFF
025. First award – ....:dontknow:
026. First crush – omg i don't remember XDD
028. First big vacation – no big vacations >< last summer, kyiv-spb-moscow-carpathians-lviv-homesweethome by myself
029. Last person you talked to – mom and dad
030. Last person you IMed – mr someone xD
031. Last person you watched a movie with - Oo sis i guess
032. Last food you ate - cookie ^_^
033. Last movie you watched – hard candy
034. Last song you listened to – florence and the machine - blinding
035. Last thing you bought – tickets to a concert
036. Last person you hugged – friend from uni ^^

037. Food – is it you pizza? xD
038. Drinks – coffee
039. Clothing – hats!!! X_X heeled shoes, shirts, t-shirts, jeans, dresses, skirts, whatever else depends on mood x)
040. Books – amelie nothomb <3
041. Music – rock, alternative, industrial, electronic, dubstep, dnb
042. Flowers – any x)
043. Colors – purple
044. Movies - butterfly effect, brotherhood of wolf, requiem for a dream, girl.interrupted, sin city, interstate 60, match point, inception
046. Subjects – quantum physics of course xD..

IN 2010 I....
047. [+] Kissed in the snow (omg)
048. [-] Celebrated Halloween
049. [-] Had your heart broken
050. [+] Went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [+] Someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [+] Came out of the closet
053. [-] Gotten pregnant (sure thing, every single year :D)
054. [-] Had an abortion
055. [+] Done something you've regretted
056. [+] Broke a promise
057. [+] Hid a secret
058. [+] Pretended to be happy
059. [+] Met someone who changed your life
060. [+] Pretended to be sick.
061. [+] Left the country
062. [+] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [+] Traveled to high mountains
064. [+] Ran a lot on the beach
065. [+] I live on a beach
066. [-] Stayed single a whole year

067. Eating - ...air Oo
068. Drinking - ^ take a look up ^
069. I'm about to do – finish this entry and start to write xD
070. Listening to – ellie goulding   
071. Plans for today – writing, something useful, english courses, free time for evening x)
072. Waiting for – for... Oo

073. Want kids? – gimme two! eleonora and mark! :D
074. Want to get married? - from time to time. no.
075. Careers in mind - interpreter

076. Lips or eyes - eyes.lips.eyes.lips.definitely eyes.
077. Shorter or taller? - taller ^^
078. Romantic or spontaneous - spontaneous ftw!!
079. Nice stomach or nice arms - stomach... make me crazy ^^x))
080. Sensitive or loud – sensitive
081. Hook-up or relationship – relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant - 5050 xD

083. Lost glasses/contacts – i don't wear. only sunglasses. never oo
084. Ran away from home - nono
086. Killed somebody – who haven'? xD
087. Broken someone's heart – i gueeess so... oO
088. Been arrested – no
089. Cried when someone died – T_T

090. Yourself – yay
091. Miracles - sometimes)
092. Love at first sight – what is love? Oo it's all animal instinct!
093. Heaven - no
094. Santa Claus - never believed( xD
095. Sex on the first date – believe or not? well... yes xD
096. Kiss on the first date – same xS

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? - uh-huh
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? – seems to be
099. Do you believe in God – no
100. Will you tag 20 people - no xD

  • Listening to: Ellie Goulding - Lights (Bassnectar Remix)
  • Playing: with earrings in the ear
  • Eating: air

My life's 93% Happy

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 21, 2011, 1:10 PM
Idea taken from :iconx-cupcakecookie-x:'s journal.

[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend (for now, right? xD)
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard
Total: 5

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have. (i don't trust many people so much, so it's ok for me xD)
[X] You have been to a concert.
Total: 9

[x] You have over 50 friends on Facebook.
[x] Your parents let you have a Facebook.
[x] You get allowance
[x] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to school. (?? don't really understand the question lolol)
[X] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport
[x] You do something after school.
Total: 6

[ ] You own a car or a motorbike.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
Total: 3

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life. (ermm... fifty/fifty. ok)
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to 5 songs
[ ] You don't have any enemies
[x] You are a generally nice person
Total: 8

Count your numbers and multiply by three.

31x3=93 :eager:

Then post it on your journal, naming it "My life is ___% Happy"

  • Listening to: Adam Gontier *_* *faints*
  • Eating: air

the first 18...

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 12, 2010, 8:26 AM
so..Here we go... :D

Taken from the :iconraccooncitizen:

Be one of the first 18 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the Featured List!

For each of the 18 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list.

If you answer, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing the list with 17 other people. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone. I will check that you have done this or not.

Come on everyone! Lets spread the dA love!!

1) :iconraccooncitizen:
oh yeah, she has really gorgeous conceptual and colorful gallery!.. you just have to see it, so go on and check out yourself = D
Mission Completed - Addiction - 2.14 AM

2) :icona-m-b-e-r-w-o-l-f:
to be honest this very talented person is like some kind of my sensei and inspirer before i started to model myself, she always know how to make it great ^_^
Taken - WeskerXJill 2 - WeskerXJill 8

3) :iconmanic-k:
my very close friend and my sis ^__^ she's very talanted artist, so check this out ))
Summer Gokk - I'm not your toy - Relax, it's Christmas - Pillow Talk

4) :iconwarlama:
ya know, i lose myself and my eyes run to the sides every time getting into his gallery, like the first time i visited it xD huuuuge collection of stunning renders that must be seen for sure! ^_~
Chris' Last Mission 2 - Lara Croft - dressing up - Sisters 2

5) :iconx-cupcakecookie-x:
another honorable 3d-artist whom you all already knew  for sure ^^) she's very talented, her art always soulful and have it's own atmosphere, so check in yourself!
Mirror - A job's finally done - Sleep

  • Listening to: Lisa Miskovsky - Still alive
  • Reading: feedbacks feedbacks... ^___^
  • Eating: air
  • Drinking: coffee

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 10, 2010, 5:16 AM
Me cuesta abrir los ojos
y lo hago poco a poco,
no sea que aún te encuentre cerca.
Me guardo tu recuerdo
como el mejor secreto,
que dulce fue tenerte dentro.

Hay un trozo de luz
en esta oscuridad
para prestarme calma.
El tiempo todo calma,
la tempestad y la calma,
el tiempo todo calma,
la tempestad y la calma.

  • Listening to: Bebe - Cocaina Baby
  • Drinking: coffee

snow snow snow...

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 30, 2010, 4:08 AM
snow, where are u? it's almost winter already!!.. :D

  • Listening to: Oomph!

.... get out of my head please?

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 12, 2009, 1:28 AM
i thought i already feeling nothing to you. you're just a pulled out page of my life. and now it's a new life, free from you.
but everytime i see you somewhere around, smiling, laughting and living your own absolutely new life without any hints on a regret, i remember your betrayal, all your lies, all your broken promises, emprty words and stupid 'i love you' and don't understand why you said that to me all that time, when sometimes i just asked you to let me go?...
god... i guess i'll never forgive you

just dissappear from my head. i've already tired to hate you

  • Listening to: animal jazz - stereolove